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pearlyn.


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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

i wanna screamm.

jus feel lyk screaming out now. right here. :: i reallie lurv u. ahhx. i reallie damn pek cek now lo. PMS i tink. hm. hope my moodswings arent coming back agaiin. pray hard.
p.s. there's nothing wrong loving a person.

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time;Tuesday, August 29, 2006


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happie bdae mummie!!

mummiie i lurv u!! wheeex. tis year. i didnt buy stuff fer u. instead i whiip somethiing up. heex. cooked cream of mushroom. not cambelles one horx. ish i go find recipe n cook it myself des. thankuytex yvonne fer accompanying mie to ntuc to buy those ingred. heex. it rained n it was sho nice of yvonne's dad to drive us home. a BIG THANKYUTEx!! hahax. sista prepared baked potatoes fer u n tis weekend. she's gonna get my mummie a leather purse. wth. she's sho freakiing riich whiile im sho poor. BANKRUPT man. lolx. daddiie bought a cake. heex. okieokie. gonna heat up da soup fer my daddie. gudbye. i lurv u.

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Friday, August 25, 2006

a fri seeming lyk a sat.

hm. todae no skooliing. woked up at around seven thirty. mapled fer bout 45 min. da leader was quite PRO. hahax. keep dying ones lehx. but da leader. honestlie. was nice =). yvonne called mie up at round 10 plus. telling mie tat she couldnt go studie todae wid mie n joseph. cos she went running to da loo from ytd til todae. GET WELL SOON!! hm. sho met joseph up at 11.30. i predicted tat he will b late. sho patientlie waited fer him. hahax. smses glory while waiting. she asked mie a question. leaving mie tinking, whre do u tink u will go after u have died? hm. i've nv tot bout tis. made a simple reply. yet. i was doin some deep tinking. tinking bout da question. guess most people will go to hell. cos evryone's sinful!! hahax. alrite. joseph was late. fer boput 15 min. lolx. its perfectlie normal fer him to b LATE. hahahax. hm. took da train off to causewaypoint. intended to go library. but ended up in mos. hahax. practised add maths while he practised his e maths. hm. im reallie weak at my logarithms n functions. ohman. help mie!! i dunch even noe wat logarithms ish all about. *crys* todae was joseph's grandma bdae. 70 yrs old les. lolx. joseph was lyk cracking his head to tink wat to gt fer her. lolx. LAST MIN. hahax. hm. took bus hme at round 2 plus. saw my cousins on da way. went hme. slacked alittle. did some pges of geog. n SLACK SLACK. in da evening. slumped on da sofa. tinking all about da past. i mean. my mind's sho automatic bout tat. n alwaex tinking bout HIM agaiin. haiix. teared alittle. im trying hard to do without him n i believe i can do it. yeahx. dunch wanna mention too much bout him here. hahax. cos tis blog ish NOT about HIM onlie. its about EVRYTH in PEARLYN's LIFE!! hahax. he's nt my evryth. definitelie. todae seems lyk sat to mie. tml no nid go skoo again. hahax. okie. turn in earlie n stop reading les lahx. hahahax. =P.
p.s. stil finding a purpose to drive my life.

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Thursday, August 24, 2006

another deceiver.

hm. got to noe tat theres another LOOK deceiver todae. heard from ppl.. hahax. hm. my daddie fixing my roomlight now. hao les =) thankuytex daddie!! i lurv u~ hahax. wheeex. hm. ytd daddie brought hme two small tubs of ice cream!! yipess. daddie. ur da BEST man. hahax. blehx. had quite a full dinner. but my stomach was not feeling veh well. tummyache. tink ish cos of da strawberry green tea i bought on my way hme bahx. =X. blame on myself fer being tanchi. hahax. mummie went off to da hosp to see my grandpa. dunch noe wat happened to him. *wonders* jus warmed up da soup fer daddie. now planning to MAPLE. heex. okieokie. buhbye.

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

haiix.

im feeling sort of low now. sho manie thinggs are lyk just racing thru my mind. but they cant gt processed. cos i dunch hav an answer to them. feeling veh luanx. n tat stuupid guy. keep adding dozens of ppl into a conversation. STOP IT lahx. wth. mood alreadie veh bad les stil there plae plae plae. childish. hm. daddie's not hme yet. his company gt dunoo wat thingg goin on. sianx lahx. miss my daddie. hm. todae's horrible. HORRIBLE. p.s. u will nv noe wat im tinking. wat i wan. how i feel. although i seem OK.

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time;Wednesday, August 23, 2006


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23rd agaiin.

hm. its da 23rd of da month agaiin. haiix. i lurv u!! ahhx. hm. okie. saw him in train ytd. when im on my way hme wid pompom. yvonne. minghui. yinxiu. germaine. ee hui. lolx. kennedy was toking wid him. hahax. hope his life ish getting better =). during chapel. keep tinking of my memories wid him. hm. beautiful ones. heex. hm. but its all over les lahx. aiyo. ppl around mie have all changed. from top to toe. dunch even noe their mindset n tots. too cheem fer mie les. hahax. jus wanna lead my life happilie n tats enuff. glory todae nv pms les. hahax. yeahhx. she brought skittles to skoo todae. but tis was different n special des. its from da states. hahax. ice cream flavored. lolx. bit guai guai des. but quite nice on da overall. hahax. hm. wats my world revovling around? stil da past or onlie those mask laughters. i reallie dunch understand myselff. hm. its COMPLICATED. raaaahx. many things are on my mind. but kinda stuck in there. not solved. not answered. but im no longer wanting answers nor resolutions. im onlie wanting a purpose of my life. hahax. okie. dunch get sho solemn anymore. hm. feel lyk playing maple but kinda sianx. shaun playing dota now. sort of quitted maple. nid find new maple bf perhaps. life's sho luan n boring at times. hahax. had a heavy dinner n feeling damn full now!! help man. downloading some songs. some hillsongs too. actuallie hillsongs are nice. hahax. ^^
p.s. imu* inu* ilu*

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time;Wednesday, August 23, 2006



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Friday, August 18, 2006

maple.maple.maple.

ohman. i wanna maple!! suddenlie sho gaga over maple agaiin. cos im gonna lvl up les lo. wth. mummie~~ hahax. nvm. will try means of ways to plae maple. hahax. blehx. hm. okiie. dunoo y. keep tinking of him agaiin. raaaaahx. i lurv u!! lolx. hm. todae morning. standing at da mrt platform in sembawang. saw a guy hu ish sort of his type but in his 20s. hahax. da guy was lyk sho nice to his gf. his gf n him sho cute man. hahax. lurvlie couples. ^^ hm. okie. gonna play maple les. ( if onlie possible) hahax. miss ya. huggies. nitex.

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time;Friday, August 18, 2006



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Thursday, August 17, 2006

fun?

hahax. todae was quite boriing. nth much alsho. much ado bout NO THING. hahax. hm. mrs soh didnt came to class agaiin todae. played murderer in class. wheeex. it was fun. sho long since i ever played tat. hahax. perhaps u tot its childish but its reallie fun. hahax. hm. morning bought milk tea fer glory. hahax. *smiles* had higher mother tongue class after skoo. gt oral fer end of year. mine's tml. hahax. siianx ahhx. my av fer those six subjts onlie 57.5 nia!! *roars* anw. todae ish rachel bdae!! ~HAPPIE BDAE RACHEL~ sorrie nv pei u go orchard. paisehpaiseh. nxt time then pei u go out hav fun k? hahax. went hme wid june. had bubble tea agaiin. found out tat a guy was sort of tailiing us. watching us. siaox one. heariing our conversations. mad guy. UR INSANE!! sicko. dumb ass lahx u. he stil gave mie a stare when i was on my way hme. he stil tailed june til her hse tat area. ohman. but luckilie. nth happened to june. *phews* hahax. stuupid guy. bet he shld b too bored n hav nth to do. hahax. lolx. okieokie. gonna plae maple les. buhbye. ohya. rmb mie to sms clement ltr!! hahax. blehx.

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

ohman

arghhs. firstlie. gt my geog paper. scored 17 out of 25. secondlie. social studies. scored 21 out of 25. didnt xpect tat fer my ss. tot will fail des lo. hahax. chi gt 67/100 onlie!! arghhs. sho freakiinglie upset. =( xpected sth starting wid a no.8 des lehx. okiieokiie. now. chemistry. faiil. but tis time at least gt 40/100. hahax. nt thrity sth anymore horx. e maths gt 24/40. add maths gt 28/40. hahax. add maths gt a2 sia. nv pass add maths before ones lehx. but guess ish cos tis time paper easier bahx. nxt time sure will fail agaiin les. physics. fail. arghhs. tot will at least gt a passing mark. but worse then chem. 16/50!! goshman. hahax. anw. stil gt lit n eng haven take. hope will b better tml =). hahax. chatting n blogging. hahax. i wanna go mapliing~~ blehx. but cant lahx. mummie controlling miie. wth. *sobsobs* god save miie!! june ish leveliing sho fast lo. nt faiir man. MUMMIE~~

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time;Wednesday, August 16, 2006



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Monday, August 14, 2006

driinkiing soupp.

wheeez. driinkiing mummiie cook des soupp riite now. hahax. had some jellie thiingiie ice cream jus now. lolx. walls des. lychee flavor somemore. hahax. um. blog tml lahx. chattiing. damn bz. paiiseh.

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Saturday, August 12, 2006



tis pic was last tiime des. my maple dear n miie. heex. cute horx. blehx. stil gt few more..

da beach one was taken at aqua road. heex.

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Friday, August 11, 2006

hiGh.super hiGh!!

wheeez. damn high todae. keep laughiing n laughiing. heex. ^^ had pizza hut fer lunch. had da chicken royale baked pasta. its veh creamie n cheesie. sho nice. suits my taste. hahax. after tat went to cwp there des nitemarket. there gt a stall. selling ear accesories. hahax. five pairs fer ten bucks. reasonable. lolx. wanted to buy three pairs des then ask june buy two. but then june was broke by then. hahax. wanna buy a zipper one. a adidas round stud. n a button one. but ended up onlie buy one. hahax. one cost 2.50. zzz. five then 10. anw. jus fifty cents more. there alsho dunch hav da nice nice button des tat im lookingg fer. saw tat there gt some machines to catch stufftoys agaiin. tried twice but failed. *sobsobs* wasted two bucks on tat. da first time was veh close. da grabber gt it. but when it was moving to da pit. it dropped!! raaaahx. jus lyk da other time. siianx. da stufftoys were maple monsters!! gt slimes. orangemushroom n ribbon pig!! hahax. wanted to buy octopus balls des. but feelingg too full les therefore gave it a miss. nxt time bahx. =P gonna plae maple in min time. hahax. okie. buhbye. gudnitex.
p.s. my throat ish in GREAT PAIIN>.<
p.s.s i miss his hugs. blehx.

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

super duper siickiish =/

feeliing my bodyaches agaiin. somemore wid my sorethroat. raaaaaahx. yawns~ jus now went cycling. hahax. wid minghui. guess whre we go todae? all da wae til yishun. frm blk 200++ til 300++ hahax. rite til jinshi hse downstairs. blehx. stayed quite long at there des fitness corner. there des fitness corner sho fun. heex. ^^ hm. jus ate panadols agaiin. ltr goin eat strepsils. gettiing sicker n sicker of maple. sho siian. afternoon jus took ship go bac to vic. hm. chattiing wid clement now. hahax. lazie to replyy smses. no mood to. =X. my sista jus found a strand of RED haiir on my head. lolx. sho qiguai. mie hav red haiir? mie nv even go dye my haiir man. somemore its onlie one strand red nia. hahax. okiie. goin rest now. blehx. buhbye. gudnitex.
p.s. i miss u.

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time;Thursday, August 10, 2006


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ndp rawkx!!

omgg. ndp2oo6 rawkx totallie frm head to toe man~ wheeeex. ^^ hm. ytd met justina.minghui n joseph up at mrt station des munch hse. hahax. hm. evryone eat les xcept justina!! hahax. hm. took da traiin to marina bay n then transfered to a shuttle bus which takes us to da stadium site. thousands and millions of ppl were there man. sho squeezie n hot. stil gt to go thru a thinggiie which scans fer bombs n stuff. sho cool. hahax. managed to gt our goodies bag n place our butts somewhre opp da v.i.ps. lolx. evryth was in opp direction fer us. but one gud point was tat da fireworks was da closest to us!! heex. its veh veh nice. no words could described tat. heex. i still had a singapore flag tattoo on da right side of my face. ^^ justina's was spoilt. joseph n minghui were nt sportie n didnt put da tattoo. *roars* da fireworks flew up n da sky n at da same time. we felt some powderish stuff flying down on our faces too. yucks. no wonder those ppl sitting at da higher rows had umbrellas. muahahahax. minghui took videos n shots of da ndp stuff. one of da fireworks video was xtremelie nice!! damn freakiing high ytd. screamed lyk hell n now havingg sore throat. after da ndp. we waited fer da shuttlebus to take us to da marinabay mrt station. but guess wat. ECP there gt road accident. two lanes were blocked n we waited damn long fer one bus. gt to noe an auntie in front of us. she sho cute n funnie. heex. =P da four of us stil there trying to act short tongues. wahahahax. tried to tok lyk mrsim. mrchandra etcetc. sho funiie!! laughed my hearts out. *smiles* ohya. jus before we left da stadium. we took shots. ^^ nicenice. memories fer liife man. hm. we took da torchlight fone n strap fer our own fones. hahax. sho cool uh? lolx. hm. went plaza singapura fer mac initiallie. but then intended to eat pizzahut. walked thru two lvls of ps then found out whre pizzahut was. n guess wat. da sign CLOSED was seen. wthwthwth. then we decided on pastamania. tot damn hard on wat to eat. hahax. had al-funghi spaghetti. its shitake mushrooms!! heex. my fav mushroOms~~ hm. tat wid combo c. hahax. combo consists of a drink n garlic bread. da garlic bread suckx when compared wid pizzahut's. hahax. minghui ordered beef bolognese. while justina n joseph ordered ham n sausage baked rice. tried da first layer of joseph's. looked orange cheesie. tasted alrite. but when i scooped it wid da rice n cheese( of cos wid da orange cheesie top llayer). yuckx was da onlie word fer tat. no wonder joseph n justina jus seem to b ''enjoying''. hahax. hm. took da traiin towards marinabay n all da way back to sembawang. feeluing full. cant reallie sleep. shaun was nice to pei mie sms til i reach hme n fell asleep. *thankuytex* minghui helped my brought my ndp bagg hme too. *thankuytex* hahax. took a bath n snorezzz i went to.. ^^ gonna create a new maple charac named rhapsodygal. heex. =)

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

=) / (=

*winks* jus cut haiir. hahax. um. nt much diff i guess. quite okiie wid it xcept da fringe biit qiguaii lehx. hahax. anw. da haiirdresser veh nice. slowlie cut bit by bit. heex. ^^ sho xcited. ltr jiu goin fer ndp les!! first thiing i do when i reach hme after haiircut was to BLOG ><. heex. hm. meetiing them at round two. but mummie cooking lunch. yeahhs. ohya. ltr gonna buy hairband. dadadax. hm. shld go aries buy or wat. black ones or coloured ones? hahax. siianx. ltr then see lo. hm. okieokie. gonna check out maple cash shop niow. buhbye.

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Tuesday, August 08, 2006

feeliing sho much betta now.

heex. had my nap jus now. slept fer bout 2hrs man. had panadols n i feel alrite now!! hahax. anw. i jus lurv my keyboard. ^^ it reallie rawkx man. wheeex~ i lyk its color--pearlwhite sho freakiing nice. yeahhs. anw. jason tml nt goin les. bcome joseph go. lolx. anw. rachel alsho goin but we diff sector!! *sobsobs* hahax. hm. i alsho dunoo how to go sia. justina n minghui go buy da singapore t todae. lolx. joseph weariing red polo t. evryone gonna b sho RED lo. wth. im gonna wear a white shirt wid pink shorts. hahax. dunch feel lyk weariing skirt or pants. cos i bet it will b damn hot. hahax. okie. chatting awae now. hahax. earlie nitex.

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bones are seriiouslie breakkiing.

arghhhhx. my entire bodie ish achiing lyk hell. morning jiu felt damn pek cek les. cos last nite called vanessa n oishan but both nobodie ans. glorie goin fer hme econs. raaaahx. but i meet june up at seven n wore skoo u to skoo. go to skoo les. saw bernice. siti. shaun(phs des). vanessa. da three guys whom i dunoo their names. =X. half wae thru da parade. it drizzled!! but yet continued w/o anie pause or wat eva shyt. then after nt long. da drizzliing stop. lolx. da prayers were answered!! hahax. sho cool man. by then i was haviing bodyaches n feeling jus nt rite. felt sort of siickiish? hahax. guess sho. after tat went to dhoby ghaut. had macdonalds des pancakes. heex. it rawkx man. wheeex. after tat rachel met up wid jianfan n we went off to pc bunk. speakking of pc bunk. my blood ish starting to boil. raaaahx. *roars* we go there plae at 12. then found out tat maple gt patch. waited til 12.30. then guess wat? we dl da patch mahx. keep cant. then gt corrupted. more worse was tat my com hang n was spoiled in da end. changed to another com. da com was far better n da patch was nt corrupted at all!! wheeex. i was sho happie when da patch was done. but when i click on PLAY. maple stil cant plae. wthwthwth. then go check health status. muahahahax. its under maintainance. wtf lahx. the pc bunk ppl noe des lo. they nv tell us. zzz. let us waste our money there. one hr four bucks lehx. wtfwtfwtf. aaahhhhx. after one hr les stil cant plae then mie n june pekcek les jiu went off. we initiallie decided to go compasspoint. but halfwae thru da traiinride. we boarded off at potongpasir n took back to dhobyghuat n board starightaway to marinabay n back to sembawang. LOLX lo. tried to sleep alittle on da traiin. but was nt reallie successful. hahax. anw. reach sembawang les jiu pei june go mac to buy mcflurrie. then mie go seveneleven to buy cupnoodles. hahax. its been long since i had cupnoodles man. heex. saw jinshi.anadee.alistair.stephanie. they were at seveneleven too. hahax. such a coincidence =). hahax. hm. after tat went to da side there eat. da hot soup run down my throat n filled my empty stomach. hahax. then went wid june to buy ppc cards. she bought two ten dollars one. walao. sho freakiing riich horx. hahax. anw. she gt necki n wraith ones. hahax. sho cute lo. tml ish june's maple weddiing!! wheeex~~ happiie marriiage worx. heex. ^^. jus had a warm bath n waiiting fer my hair to gt dried. gonna go sleep les. im freakiing tired. yawns~ takkaiire.
p.s. tml stil gt ndp!! i cant fall siick des. =(

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Monday, August 07, 2006

insaneliie madd.

jus came backk nt long ago frm tuition. hahax. sho hot man. todae's tuition was cool. laughed n laughed~ heex. hm. tml gonna go fer eldds!! raaaahx. dunch feel lyk goin. pon todae des rehearsal alsho. blehx. anw. tml nid to go. if not stand at ccaless there alsho wil gt caught by mrwhite des!! *sobsobs* i dunch wanna go!! but yet. i cant pon alsho. wthwtwth. begs mummy to let mie pon. tml after tat still goin pc bunk wid june. meeting shaun n jasper. hahax. anw. wat about rachel they all? bet they dunch wanna go pc bunk wid us bahx. hahax. haiix. hope tml el ppl gt ppl wear skoo skirt as miie. i dunch wanna wear jeans! cos i look horrible in it. heex. hm. dunch care. da most i xtra wear skoo skirt nohx. blehx. wateva lahx. smsing shaun. zzz. he ask mie rmb briing ten dollar fer lan. OBVIOUSLIE. if nt he pay uh. hahahax. okieokie. feeling bit tired. restless. lost. ahhhhx. saw him outside my class todae. during break time. lolx. being sort of ''bullied'' by frens? lolxlolxlolx. hahax. hm. oh man. im sho freakking pmsed now. cos keep recieving smses n lazie to reply. raaaahx. okie. gtg les. buhbye n gudnites. lurvs fereva*

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Sunday, August 06, 2006

new keyboard.

heex. gotta new keyboard. tis one ish logitech des. jus now go sunplaza wid my daddie n gt tat keyboard. hurrays. cos my old one des spacebar spoil les. tats y got a new one. but tis one da hme.delete. insert. pgup n pgdwn all diff locations. sho jus now play maple veh veh buxiguan. n pots arrangemt alsho nid change. n guess wat. jus nw i fiting pepes. n i died. cos press wrong button fer white pots!! wthwthwth. % actuallie 10 des. now back to zero. ytd jus lvled up. lvl 38 les!! yippess. heex. hm. now trying out my new keyboard. typing made faster but mapling made harder. raaaahx. nths perfect. hahax. hm. daddie go fetch my sista hme frm her tuition at woodlands. hahax. hm. sometimes bit lazie to tariin maple alsho. jus feel lyk slackiing in evryth. heex. piig~~ hm. chatting wid clement now. guess bout a week or sho nv chat wid him les bahx. hahax. hm. anw. feel lyk goin out ltr. *roars* but veh tired. hahax. jus feel lyk sleeping. zzz. hm. okie. blog agaiin tonite or tml bahx. p.s. tml last paper-lit!! wheeeex. gotta save up 60 bucks*

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Friday, August 04, 2006

wheeex.

its bout one week since i last blogged. hahax. bz wid exams. raaaahhhx. hope i can pass all subjts but guess its rather hard. hahax. wateva. left wid one more paper to go. n tats lit. hahax. tis time no nid study fer lit. cos its gonna b unseen text. yippees. heex. wahahahax. dadadax. lynn siewhui june rachel n mie planning to get da same carrier bagg. hahax. sho cool i wish its gonna b lime green. im sho into green nowadays. green seems to look sho nice. heex. sudden likiing of GREEN!! muahahax. mayb gonna plae maple awhiile. backk at nite tiime. hahax.

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yesterdays.
;;x September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006

GALLERIA!!

As children bring their broken toys,
with tears for us to mend,
I brought my broken dreams to God,
because He is my friend.
But then instead of leaving Him in peace to work alone,
I hung around and tried to help,
with ways that were my own.
At last,
I snatched them back again and cried,
''How can you be so slow?''
''My child'' He said,
''What could I do? You never did let go.''

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