ARGHs. my head ish exploding!! feeling tat my head's damn full and nothing more could be stuffed into it. ROARs. had english paper one and two todae. fer paper one. i ve written topic no.2 =) da topic ish: you have suffered because of another person's actions. its da only narrative topic. i dunch wanna fail agaiin tats why i chosen this. my compo was roughly on a girl who has a strange personality. always alone. but one fine day. one of her classmates asked her out on a shopping spree. feeling excited and nervous. she looked forward to it. evrytthing was fine til her fren, named joyce. dragged her into a gorgeous accesories shop. joyce stole a pair of earrings and dropped it into her bag. this was joyce's intention of landing her into trouble. my compo ended wid this: There I was, sitting in a corner, suffering because of Joyce's actions. hahax. you may be wondering why i used da name joyce. cos its da only name tat floats to my mind at tat moment!! hmms. mapled fer an hour. fone low batt sho cant continue sms-ing toby gor. paiiseh =X after exams today, stil stayed back fer two maths test. both emaths and addmaths. emaths one was fair. while addmaths one was quite hard. cos i didnt study at all man. then. went to khatib des mac to hav lunch and to study wid june. its da first time tat we studied sho quietly!! she seems sho serious. sho pms. she only spoke a few words and seems sho engrossedin her doing of notes. lOlx. i was studying ss and reading thru some lit research. rahhhx. there's too much to study les. im goin madd!! someone pls help me with my sciences. esp chemistry!!~ GREAT HELP NEEDED URGENTLY!!!
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time;Friday, September 29, 2006
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
tiringg skoo day.
raahhx. bough twisties salmon terriyaki to skoo today. had it during eng lesson. we gt caught fer eating and hav to surrender our food and clean up da class. sho LAME!! lOlx. hmms. luckily our food left with only alittle. less than 20g i guess. hahax. blehx. after recess had chi lesson. slept in class. woox. sho tired man. after tat had THREE amaths periods. quite boriing. but i was paying my fullest attention. my twin sista, xuena had an arguement wid ms tang. it was quite humourous and vera was laughing off right in front of ms tang. lOlx. =P ms tang was sho calm yet when scolding people. stil having her logic-mind. hahax. had physics spa. quite pek cek. sho hard to balance da ruler. but at last i did balanced it. hahax. hmms. me and vanessa actually intended to go back class to take graph paper. but ended up walking rounds to find mr ng. to ask if da ss remedial ish stil on. didnt managed to find him and return to da lab after quite sometime. mr tan said tat we were BANNED from goin out of da lab nxt time. ROARs. =( whatever nahx. went back to class. preparing to go fer either geog or ss. but ss was actually cancelled!! hahax. had ham&cheese toast and two hotdogs fer lunch. went to ava room fer geog wid threefaith. da remedial was sort of WASTE OF TIME sia. went to sun plaza des mos wid yvonne and studied fer an hour. went hme and jus sort out my lit notes. hahax. opps. gotta go toilet les. meeting my client from india!! buhbye!!~
p.s. give it your all and leave no regrets =)
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time;Wednesday, September 27, 2006
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
HURMPHx!!
if you have noticed. my msn font color is nt found in da color range. now. i fergt how i change da shade!! shaun said clicked on change color. but there's no palette. tats why cant change. but why shaun can? wth. wth. wth. ROARS!! WHY. i wanna change. why last time can now cant.
UNFAIR. HURMPHx. tml gt chapel. yays. hurrays. hmms. after skoo todae. went hme to hav lunch and hav my bath of cos. after tat wen to sembawang mart to meet jason. june and yvonne. study social studies and studied chapters 2.3.5. left wid 6.7.8. hahax. hmms. getting sho SICK of maths man. yucks. during chem lesson todae. june sat wid me at da back of da class. as glory nv come again. sobs. hmms. we didnt pay attention at all and guess wat. we re doin our personal mind map. its sort of lame but u noe. its more interesting than chemistry. hahax. blehx. tis sat morning at 10am again hav tuition at mr shong's hse. raaahx. after tat stil need to rush down to compass point. fer chemistry remedial wid mrs andrews. mitchell.steph.justina.zhengjie too. DEAR JUNE!! pei mie go on sat plss. hahax. i dunch wan go alone =( scared of loneliness. hope glory's getting better by tml =) anw. if you noe how to change da shade of da color. pls teach mie!! (im using windows live)
p.s. have i lost my feelings fer him and starting to have feelings fer another? i hope not =/
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time;Tuesday, September 26, 2006
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Monday, September 25, 2006
HOTY weather.
woa. da weather's horrendous todae. sho humid. stuffy. hot!! hahax. hmms. love todae's pe lesson. cant catch quite a few balls but towards da end. i managed to catch 3 i tink. hahax. blehx. and da MITCHELL POON ahhh. gonna kill you. hahax. he sho da wat.. clement and him sho talk-alike. hahax. hmms. waited quite long fer june to go fer tuition todae. i sweated lyk hell lo. AHEM. late queen. hahax. went bk todae and had war of ice. benedick and beatrice had war of words while we have war of ice. hahax. fer more details on tat. go june's blog. hahax. im goin to orhorh les. didnt see mr. PAPERman online. bit disappointing. hahax. but i feel tat my feelings fer him seems to be fading off slowly day by day. hope its a good sign. hahax. okiiex. HARDY is da singapore idol. hahax. grats to him. and im goin off to my dreamland. gudnitex evryone on Earth and may Glory gets well soon!! =)
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time;Monday, September 25, 2006
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Sunday, September 24, 2006
NEW!!
heyys. jus changed my blogg skiin two days ago. spent about two hours making those amendments. hahax. tis new skin has got my fav. color. GREEN!! heex. i love those small navigation pics at da side. fer music player. used radio.blog ones. i dunch reallie like it. but i dunch noe which other players tat can use. tis one dunch hav autoplay. nid click on da PLAY button. ROARS. tried using iWEb once. but i dunch lyk it. gt lots of pop-ups and sho on. some ppl even say tat one will kena virus? i alsho dunch noe. hmms. gonna start study alittle of social studies todae. heex. ytd went to da national lib wid yvonne and june. took da train til city hall and alighted. had subway meal. i ve gt my self da cold cut trio. sho did da both of them. da honey oat bread was fragrant and nice. yumyum. da hams were quite yummie too. da vege tasted quite fresh =X hmms. then we walked all da way to national lib. on da way. pass by an old house. ragged. jus opp. suntec. june said tat its rumoured to be haunted. upon hearing tat. we all quickened our pace. muahahahax. peep inside thru all those bushes. it seems reallie eerie in there. yvonne said its one of da mass shooting place during da japanese occupation!! ohman. scarie enuff. reached da national lib and headed to da washroom. sort of lyk da sensor thinggie tat gives off light at da basin. hahax. hmms. nth at da second floor except a washroom. lOlx. wasted. b1 ish da central lending lib. while lvl7-13 was lee kong chian lib. wooox. love it there. things tat mayb harm da books couldnt b brought in, therefore placed our bags in da lockers outside. searched fer much ado about nth guides and we managed to have some harvest. hahax. stayed in da fotocopy room fer quite long and i bought a cashcard. hmms. da room gt one funny smell. cant reallie stand it. headed home after tat. but before goin hme. we went to old changkee to buy some food. gt myself a yamcake and da seafood jiaozi thingie. when waiting fer june to pay. i was looking at da shop. looking at da food and jus looking around. da cashier lady suddenly raise her head and said: she3 me4. wat da hell lahx. nv look at her wat. yvonne said tat she bit siiaox ones. her attitude was bad. nt only i tink sho. june. yvonne tinks sho too. went hme and mapled awhile. sort of bored. at nite mum and dad went j8 to buy mooncakes. they met my dad's fren there. he works at shangrila hotel as a chef. he's nt a normal chef. but quite a high rank ones. dad and mum gt mie a bird nest mooncake from tat hotel. wheex. it costs 13 bucks!! its lyk those smallest size des snowskin mooncake and yet it cost sho ex. but it really tasted yummy!! wooox. msged toby til 11.30 then went off to sleep. zz.
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time;Sunday, September 24, 2006
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Thursday, September 21, 2006
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thiird post today les. suddenly jus have an urge to tell mr.PAPER how much i still love him. hm. but you know. not everything shld or rather can be done as you wish. listening to some songs. nice nice songs. jay chou's old songs. i reallie love you no matter wat. im sho tangled in all these. why. why jus cant those feelings go away. i wanna lead a sweet simple life. and not a saddening complicated life. i didnt regret loving. i hope neither did you. after sho long. im stil feeling lost in all these. WHY mayb wat your tinking. cause da feelings jus didnt fade off. its still there. as strong. its like sho stuck in my heart. causing mie to feel sho horrible. letting go may seems easy. but its like sho hard fer mie. there's too many things tat i cant figure out. you may tink im a fool. clinging in sho hard. and i tink i am one. im a fool who dunch noe how to let go. and dunch even noe wats letting go. gonna type down da small post-it tat glory gave mie. sort of a type of encouragement. there it goes.. '' As children bring their broken toys, with tears for us to mend, I brought my broken dreams to God, because He is my friend. But then instead of leaving Him in peace to work alone, I hung around and tried to help, with ways that were my own. At last, I snatched them back again and cried,''How can you be so slow?'' ''My child'' He said,''What could I do? You never did let go.'' its like. sho meaningful to mie. means alot to mie. although onlie a few sentences. it brings out a person who trys to let go yet indirectly clinging on even harder. and it seems sho much lyk mie. im sho. STUBBORN. arent i? haiix. feeling veh mixedup currently. sometimes. jus feel lyk plucking up da courage to tell him da three simple words. but. i jus failed once. twice. again and again. im reallie tired. please. BRING ME OUT OF ALL THESE.
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time;Thursday, September 21, 2006
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argh.
ROARS. plus ROARS plus dozens of ROARS. my neighbouring block des liftt alarm ringiing non-stop!! driiving miie madd. sho fed-up. arghhs. no mood to study fer geog. mrs samantha lim nv teach then alsho nv even put pwerpt slides fer it at mlg. how to study you tell mie. tink i super uh. freakkedout.
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time;Thursday, September 21, 2006
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sort of..
hmms. jus briefly looked thru da physics chapter 3 and 4. five leave it til tml last min then study. waiit. go see tml des timetable first. HENG!!~ after geog ish lit and chem. not physics. physics ish jus before assembly. prays tat there's assembly tml. cos i love assembly. then i can see my mr.PAPER!! wheex!!~ =) now trying to study fer geog sho put mr.PAPER aside first. hmms. chapter8-10 was not even taught lo. then now wanna test us on tat. zz. no notes were posted on mlg alsho. wat da hell isit man. freakiing holy shyt. ROARS. dunch try to test my patience or wat. cos i hav loads. hahax. hmms. okiie. sort of pms today. from start til end of physics lesson. raaahhx. i alsho dunch understand. i jus pms bcos of nth!! nobody pissed mie off. nothing happen agitating mie. totally nothing!! perhaps its NOTHING tat makes mie go pms. hahax. lame lo. from ytd ( forbidden city play ) til todae. kamesh ish irritating mie like hell. its sort of suay to sit behind him ytd. hahax. he ish IRRITATING. i dunch like him. but i dunch really hates him. he's still not til da point of stage tat i will HATE. hahax. guess he's jus trying to be funny and tink's he ish god's hand. lOlx. zz. =.= shall not sayy too much. not much time left to study les. buhbye. and gudnitex.
p.s. shaun didi ahhh. better rmb do ur hw. if not get sent out of class agaiin =/
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time;Thursday, September 21, 2006
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
here i am.
jus finish my dinner. my face seems sho red!! dunch noe why. hmms. got lots to blog todae. sho jus bare wid mie. =p had chapel service todae. hm. principal says tat one-third of da skoo shall stand to admit(talking) or da entire skoo will stand at da parade ground. stil say: one fer all. all fer one. zz. no sense!! cant she jus pick up those students hu r talking thruout da service? i was veh sure tat my row. mie. yvonne. jinshi. mitchell. didnt spoke a single word. as fer others. im uncertain. but yet. to make up one-third of da population. our whole class stood up!! come on. i tink we re sort of brave. not trying to boast off or wat. we re told to apologise to those pastoral care peeps. i jus went pass them and said: sorrie sorrie sorrie. i said it sort of fast and w/o and feelings. cos i was lyk feeling sho da ''zz'' mood. hm. gt back to class. home period. mrs soh was disapointed in our class as she THOUGHT tat our entire class talked thruout da entire chapel service. ohman. god's sake. how can it be lo. DUNCH TELL MIE TAT EVERY SINGLE ONE IN DA CLASS ISH TALKING W.O EVEN A SINGLE EXCEPTION? IMPOSSIBLE was da onlie word. yet she reallie tot all of us were talking. it doesnt pay to be kind!! but. i dunch reallie blame mrs soh. i could tell tat she's upset and extremely disappointed in us. after all. we re here form class. we were told to write a reflection. my tone used in it was sort of slightly to da negative side. quite strong. i was sho grandmother sia. rite fer about 5/6 of a page. lOlx. hm. had amaths after recess. 3 periods lehx. hard to let time pass during tat. a gal came into our class and asked fer sth. ms tang was totally SOUR. hahax. and da gal left running off. as if she had met a ghost or sth. its lyk. sho funny!! glory's laughing lyk madd. =p finallie left skoo at 1.45 fer FORBIDDEN CITY SHOW AT ESPLANADE!! wheeex!!~ went subway(marinasquare) to have lunch. had a meal. drink.doublechoccookie.oventoastedchicken'wich. quite nice wid bbq sauce. hm. da drink i pressed was coke. but coming out was sth disgusting and tasteless. guess its balnd coke( too much water). hahax. sth's wrong wid da drinks' dispenser i guess. but didnt asked fer a refund. hm. da cookie rawkx. mitchell.steph.glory.sean and zhengjie all eat sho fast!! i couldnt even finish it. hahax. if we were to go fer dining etiquette. guess we all will FAIL except glory. hahax. went off to esplanade. run across da 4 lane-road. i was damn scared. im scared of crossing road tat are wider than 3 lanes. hahax. sho KONGBU!! went into da theatre. alsho had a bag check before being allowed to enter. then i found out tat HIM was there too. was bit paiseh. my seat was in da middle and i had to squeeze thru those ppl.(yvonne.yinxiuetcetc.) hahax. my seat was directly in da middle!! hahax. actuallie our skoo manage to get da front seats. its guddiegud. da show lasted fer about 2hrs plusplus. SUPERB was da word fer it. totally WORTH watching. went to breadtalk wid june to buy some bread. obviouslie. hahax. then headed home. the train was packed but we manage to secure a seat cos we took da marinabay side. hm. reached home. feeling veh tired. had a bath and took dinner and.. HERE I AM BLOGGING >.<
p.s. new name fer HIM=mr PAPER. hahax. ish he avoiding mie or sth? =X
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time;Wednesday, September 20, 2006
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
emo.
im sho freakiing EMO todae. totallie cant stand myself. cried twiice todae. once in skoo. once jus few moments ago. hmms. ordered mac todae. had da two bucks meal again wid ice milo. sean told mie nt to order. but.. its lyk sho many ppl's ordering. i dunch noe. i mean. perhaps todae's my last time ordering les bahx. sean's right. i do feel guilty. but why pick me out of sho many ppl? hm. cried cos of tat. bit dumb of mie ehhs? >< girl ="(">
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time;Tuesday, September 19, 2006
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Monday, September 18, 2006
blog.blog.
wth. gt dunoo wat html error. all my typings gone. wtf. okiie. watever. lazie type agaiin.
p.s. i lay my love on you.
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time;Monday, September 18, 2006
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Sunday, September 17, 2006
avoid.
tat night. cant reallie get to sleep. lying on my bed. tinking of some stuff. my mind drifted to HIM again. recalled da times back. hm. time didnt wait fer mie. neither did him. remembered da very night tat we broke up. started to weep. a relationship ish indeed lyk a roller coaster. anytime. it may jus fly up to da highest point. but alsho. at any moment. it will jus flunk down lyk hell. UNCONTROLLABLE was da onlie word fer tat. a week haven saw him online. hm. trying sho hard to move on. but when ur trapped. its hard. u need to get rid of those roots(past) and take ur steps one by one. slowlie. carefullie. having a heart tat ish sho fragile n afraid of getting back to those roots again. yet. yearning fer those memories. its jus lyk a concept of a tree. when da tree grows bigger n older. evryth will starts to fade. but da roots of da trees ish stil da most important part. tats da hardest part fer u to get untangled.
p.s. comparing da past's HIM and da now's HIM, its a completelie different person.
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time;Sunday, September 17, 2006
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Friday, September 15, 2006
warmiing mail.
'' go see your inbox todae.'' tats all she told miie. i didnt sense anyth special. hahax. now. bathed. opened up my inbox and recieved an e-card from glory. lOlx. tats wat she was refering to. *smiles* lurv da card. THANKYOU glory. ur da best. hahax. replied wid an email and now blogging awae. to mie. tis blog ish jus somewhre i 'blahh' all my tots out. but as fer todae. not tat mood swing. todae's was stil fairly gud. ordered mac todae and thiings started goin all WRONG. xuena ordered during recess and da delivery ish expected to come during ms tang's lesson. its lyk a total OMG. hmms. but anw. threegrace lent a helping hand somehow. helped threehumility quite alot. thankyutex. hahax. ms tang was lte n when she came. onlie 5 min was left wid her. hahax. thank god. da mac delivery guy was shoove off i tink by da security guard or sth. we didnt noe wat happened. cos it was drizzling and no one went down to check. we didnt gt our food. =(. bit saddening but better than getting into a greater. deeper trouble. we are sort of blessed. heex. when i reach hme jus now. there was a strong chemical smell. yucks. cant stand it. invaded my nostrils and was entirelie suckie. sprayed air freshner all around. but da odour's stil there. eeee. but in da study room. its much better. gonna maple awhile as mum's sleeping. gud chance. im bit stressed out. dunch noe why. *ponders* i didnt even did anyth tat will stress mie out man. hahax. =p.
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time;Friday, September 15, 2006
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Thursday, September 14, 2006
donghaeng.net.
heyys. i encouraged all of ur to go tis site: www.donghaeng.net although im not a christian. but i was reallie. truelie touched by those comic flashs. they were sho cute n meaningful. hmms. practised alittle of a.maths n emaths todae. but okiie. i hav a plan in mind les. hahax. blehx. recentlie sho manie anonymous ppl added mie in msn. all maple peeps. no idea how they gt my email. hahax. okiie. hm. *deep tots* hahax. tis few daes nv see him onliine. wonders why. honestlie. i do miss him. but sometimes. some feelings jus cant or rather shldnt b expressed. perhaps tis way its better fer evryone. =). shaun( my godbro ) ish pissing miie off tis few daes. *ROARS* noe ur limits man. mrs soh showed us a pwerpt slide during CF todae. it ish quite cute and some verse reallie makes mie go deep deep deep down into my heart and mind.. to tink!! hahax. =p. after skoo stil had higher chi xtra class. ended at around 4pm. went to sun plaza's mac to study. wid justina. joseph and june. told loads of jokes and all da 4 of us were laughing awae. heex. ^^. btw. da ppl at da tables around us were listening to our conversations. zz. SUE U ARGH. hahax. okiieokiie. my eyelids are falliing n my eyes are closing. hahax. gudnitex. p.s. hav i ever crossed your path? ..no matter wat. my love fer u will nv change..
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time;Thursday, September 14, 2006
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006
it all starts out as a fren.
lolx. my fren told mie tis: it all starts out as a fren. lolx. how true ish tis sentence. hahax. i dunch reallie noe tat fren. maple fren actuallie. hahax. jus now went MOS at sun plaza wid june to practise maths. quite okiie. didnt slack at all. but jokes did flooded us. hahax. shaun said tat he scored da 2nd highest fer history in da whole of sec two!! woa. gratx. ^^ gongxi. hahax. hm. mayb ltr goin continue do some maths questions agaiin bahx. see first. mus depend on my mood. ohya. ytd msn cant sign in. lOlx. hm. pingping. im pingping!! hahax. hm. vera told mie sth todae. a GHOST story. hahax. wan to hear jiu come ask mie fer it bahx. =) shared it wid my sis n daddie. hahax. goin tell my sis da pingping ones now. blehx. okiie. buhbye. gudnitex.
p.s. my mind's stil revolving round HIM*.
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time;Tuesday, September 12, 2006
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Friday, September 08, 2006
raaahx.
having flu.sorethroat and now one more. CRAMPS ><
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time;Friday, September 08, 2006
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Thursday, September 07, 2006
dumbdumb.
jus did todae's maths test. failed. roars. hahax. hm. okiie. ytd one's gt 14/20. nt bad sia. hm. i wanna maple!! gogo. 18% to lvl 43. jiayou~ hahax. gonna plae in da afternoon. watch mie lvl. heex. blehx. having flu n sore throat. pathetic sia. tml stil gt english oral at 2pm. 6.30pm stil nid go mediacorp studios fer da eldds thinggie. looking ferward to tat. heex. had a mini garndenia red bean bun in da morning. stomach feeling quite empty but dunch feel lyk eating. gas seems to be flying here and there in my stomach. hahax. gt a little tummyache man. yucks. feel lyk goin out todae. but go whre? singapore sho small. nowhere to go man. ew. go bugis? siianx. go expo fer food fair? cannt. having SORE THROAT.argh. go study? migth as well go shopshop. hahax. okiie. mayb gonna study on my own todae. on my sciences. too lousie in tat. toby ahh. teach mie how to gt into da mood to study!! lolx. shaun intro mie audition sea. he says its nice. *wonders* try it tml bahx. hahax. buhbye.
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time;Thursday, September 07, 2006
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Monday, September 04, 2006
maths test!!
jus done my matsh test. not enuff time at all man. didnt gt to complete da last three questions which add up to ten marks!! wat da hell lo. on front i onlie gt one wrong nia lehx. then cos of those 3 questions which i nv do. pull my marks sho down. but at least stil pass. but a lousie pass indeed. scored onlie 13 out of 25. *knocks wall* hahax. okiie. ytd PQed quite alot. heex. cos daddie n mummie were out half of da day. hm. gt two red hearted earrings n a skull earrings n of cos a red napo. blehx. hahax. sho fun man. lurvs alishar tat fat ass. muahahax. sho fun to fite. ohya. realised tat my range greatlie increased!! wheeex. tats a gud news man. *smiles* tis evening stil hav tuition. hahax. okiie. takkaire.
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time;Monday, September 04, 2006
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yesterdays.
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